So Unmotivated!

For the last few weeks I've been in such an unmotivated mood. I wake up in the morning and feel like there's nothing I can do to make my day good. I haven't made anything in weeks. My Etsy shops are suffering because of it. I turned 40 last week and I wonder if that's my reason for my depressing state.

My husband however did take me to Las Vegas this past weekend for our anniversary and we had a blast. We saw The Blue Man Group and that was the best show I've seen in years. What an awesome show. We gambled and lost of course. But we were ok with that. Isn't that what Vegas is all about? Those 4 days in Vegas was the most fun I've had in months. I even laughed a lot. The penthouse suite was sooo awesome. Thanks honey!

But then we got home and BAM depression all over again. So I determined it's not that I'm 40. I think I'm actually ok with that. So what is it? Is it because we're still living with my parents so they wont be alone and think that we(me, my husband and daughter) should be in our own place? Is it because we have no privacy? Is it because my parents ask so many damn questions that is none of their business? Is it because my daughter is starting high school next year or because my dog wakes me up 3 times a night to do her business? Or is it life in general?

Whatever it is I hope I get over this soon. I really hate this feeling.